tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6945445870996626542024-03-12T15:03:43.251-07:00Caregiver Wellness WorkshopsCompassion Fatigue, Chronic Sorrow & Resiliency Workshops for Helping Professionals, Family Caregivers & VolunteersJan Spilman, MEd, RCC Compassion Fatigue Specialisthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10993602062514617161noreply@blogger.comBlogger332125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-694544587099662654.post-11734314054639863402021-02-01T11:55:00.004-08:002021-02-12T18:19:01.999-08:00Hope for COVID Long Haulers ...<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjDTScRAfL0QcA8dXSqoz5WyE-_Gsebme4hwB2DGdInTu0Jk1aoQynFqWUOMYNYnBcfhOWA-z7iTVvFwKMWXT1KeEOddVI0Oa8Uvdd4gGqIX70GmfJIth8j4hN3dvp42UK2pARUgdmEtPrv/s577/winter_scene_513383.jpg" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="368" data-original-width="577" height="127" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjDTScRAfL0QcA8dXSqoz5WyE-_Gsebme4hwB2DGdInTu0Jk1aoQynFqWUOMYNYnBcfhOWA-z7iTVvFwKMWXT1KeEOddVI0Oa8Uvdd4gGqIX70GmfJIth8j4hN3dvp42UK2pARUgdmEtPrv/w200-h127/winter_scene_513383.jpg" width="200" /></a></div><p></p><p style="text-align: center;"> </p><p style="text-align: center;"><i style="text-align: center;">No winter lasts forever,</i></p><p style="text-align: center;"><i>no spring skips its return. </i></p><blockquote style="border: none; margin: 0px 0px 0px 40px; padding: 0px;"><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="text-align: left;">Hal Borman </span></p></blockquote><p> </p><p> </p><p>Hello, Everyone,</p><p style="text-align: left;">A belated Happy New Year to you all! </p><p style="text-align: left;">A new year always fills me with hope, even in these grim and trying times. (When I say <i style="font-weight: bold;">hope</i>, I just mean the belief that tomorrow could be better.) One of the things that gives me hope, this year, is the rolling out, however bumpily, of the new COVID vaccines. I also find hope in the email updates I've been receiving from an American-based organization called <b><i><a href="https://www.survivorcorps.com">Survivor Corps.</a></i></b></p><p style="text-align: left;">Survivor Corps connects, advocates for and provides information to people suffering from longterm COVID effects (the "COVID long haulers") and their families, colleagues and friends. They have a have a strong medical advisory board, over 150,000 members in their Facebook Group and members from around the world all working to overcome the impacts of COVID-19.</p><p style="text-align: left;">In their own words, this grassroots organization:</p><p style="text-align: left;"></p><ul style="text-align: left;"><li>continually connects, supports, educates and motivates those affected by COVID-19,</li><li>mobilizes as many as possible to support ongoing scientific, medical and academic research,</li><li>donates plasma,</li><li>works to find a cure and</li><li>supports the development of vaccines.</li></ul><div>They add that they hope to "get people back into their communities and back to work, all the while fostering the spirit of unity and solidarity that is urgently needed during this time of crisis".</div><div><br /></div><div>The organization offers services including an archive of webinars related to long COVID, a list of COVID-friendly physicians and an evolving list of <i style="font-weight: bold;"><a href="https://www.survivorcorps.com/pccc">Post COVID Care Centers</a> </i>including three in BC at St Paul's Hospital, Vancouver; Vancouver General Hospital, Vancouver; and Jim Pattison Outpatient Care and Surgery Centre, Surrey. (These clinics <i><b>require a referral from your physician.</b>)</i></div><div><i><b><br /></b></i></div><div><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yGlkz-l0ZCw&feature=youtu.be">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yGlkz-l0ZCw&feature=youtu.be<i><b> </b></i></a></div><div><i><b><br /></b></i></div><div>I'm hopeful that initiatives like Survivor Corps, the vaccine programs and the post-COVID clinics will go a long way toward making the next year safer and more tolerable for all of us. (As will our own continued patience and cooperation with all the COVID public health guidelines.) </div><div><br /></div><div>While I don't believe that normal life is "just around the corner", I <i>am</i> hopeful that by late August I will be sending out brochures for <i style="font-weight: bold;">Chronic Sorrow workshops </i>for the new carepartners of COVID long haulers (amongst other caregivers) and <i style="font-weight: bold;">Caring On Empty workshops </i>for the helping professionals who have risked their health and their lives to keep us safe and well.</div><div><br /></div><div>Let me close this "hopeful post" by sharing <b><i>a poem of hope</i></b> by Jan Richardson, one of my favourite writers of blessings:</div><div><br /></div><div><b><i>Blessing of Hope</i></b></div><div><b><i><br /></i></b></div><div>So may we know</div><div>the hope</div><div>that is not just</div><div>for someday</div><div>but for this day -</div><div>here, now,</div><div>in this moment</div><div>that opens to us:</div><div><br /></div><div>hope not made</div><div>of wishes</div><div>but of substance,</div><div><br /></div><div>hope made of sinew</div><div>and muscle</div><div>and bone,</div><div><br /></div><div>hope that has breath</div><div>and a beating heart,</div><div><br /></div><div>hope that will not</div><div>keep quiet</div><div>and be polite,</div><div><br /></div><div>hope that knows</div><div>how to holler</div><div>when it is called for,</div><div><br /></div><div>hope that knows</div><div>how to sing</div><div>when there seems</div><div>little cause,</div><div><br /></div><div>hope that raises us</div><div>from the dead -</div><div><br /></div><div>not someday</div><div>but this day,</div><div>everyday,</div><div>again and</div><div>again and</div><div>again.</div><div><br /></div><div><i>From "The Cure for Sorrow"</i></div><div><i><b><br /></b></i></div><div><i><b><br /></b></i></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><p></p>Jan Spilman, MEd, RCC Compassion Fatigue Specialisthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10993602062514617161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-694544587099662654.post-79872188061707848522020-12-22T08:15:00.009-08:002021-04-02T08:59:11.291-07:00Let there be light ...<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhbV4Gmzc8uJiJs9yd1sRo-lnoqB9YznRtvDynfEBQVC_6kcDmAY16CsYqkA-Vc7Q2D4Rf3S-ciQpExRN9KAy1BkikFkpRBXovdvt-cTxH7sDLdfYuD_cq4F5WaWgUbIGBPHh7NjXR4Ds-U/s900/bigstock-Burning-Candle-14523680.jpg" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="734" data-original-width="900" height="163" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhbV4Gmzc8uJiJs9yd1sRo-lnoqB9YznRtvDynfEBQVC_6kcDmAY16CsYqkA-Vc7Q2D4Rf3S-ciQpExRN9KAy1BkikFkpRBXovdvt-cTxH7sDLdfYuD_cq4F5WaWgUbIGBPHh7NjXR4Ds-U/w200-h163/bigstock-Burning-Candle-14523680.jpg" width="200" /></a></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"> </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>There is always a glimmer in those</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>who have been through the dark.</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><br /></i></div><div style="text-align: center;">Atticus</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Hello everyone - greetings of light-in-the-darkness to you all!</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">I would not have believed Atticus' ancient words in the dark, depleted days following years of family caregiving, the death of my husband, my mother's death 3 months later and all the mind-numbing tasks that inevitably follow the death of loved ones. I had <b>given more than I had to give </b>and was utterly spent. For months after the first rounds of bereavement tasks were complete, I did little more than sit in a chair by the window and breathe. And even that was an effort some days.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">It was close to a year and a half before I regained sufficient physical strength to engage my grief<b> </b>in a meaningful way. And, to be quite honest, there were many days when I wished I had died, too, I felt so bereft and had so little life force left to fuel my living.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Some would have said I was depressed but, in fact, I was <b>exhausted, grieving and traumatized. </b>But, deep within me, invisible to the naked eye, healing was already beginning to take place. First came the s-l-o-w restoration of physical strength wrought by weeks and months of simple rest, good nutrition and short daily walks. (Though those initial "walks" comprised nothing more than a few steps to the front door where I stood on the porch with my face to the rain.)</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Then, in the long silent hours of sitting by the livingroom window, staring at the garden, came quiet opportunities to<b> </b><b>re-connect </b>with my Self, my memories, my feelings and the many sources of strength greater than my own - the healing rhythms of nature, the beauty outside my window, the wisdom gleaned from poetry and prose and a deep spiritual connection with Mystery. As my energy rose sufficiently to reconnect with people, the love of cherished relationships, old and new, sustained me through new choices in life and vocation. The glimmer that had desperately endured the darkness was fanned to a new brightness by my willingness to let healing take as long as it took and to accept the loving support of family and friends.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">For some of you, 2020, (this strange, COVID, "year-out-of-time"), is ending in a similar state of grief, trauma and depletion. You are full of unexpressed pain and sorrow and have not an ounce of strength left to give. It feels like there is nothing left of you or in you. But please don't allow that to be your truth for long. <b>Choose, </b>instead, to gently and persistently fan the flame of your own life force. Seek the things that have renewed you in the past and allow them to do it once more - even in the smallest "doses" and most unusual ways, given COVID's limitations.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">As Atticus knew, way back in second century Rome, there is a tiny glimmer left in all of us who have been through the darkness, be that darkness the countering of COVID's grim effects, the fearfulness of not being able to work, the anxiety of becoming ill yourself or the exhaustion of caring for loved ones at home who were already ill or injured before the pandemic. This remaining glimmer can be buried so deeply that it seems all but lost - <b>but it IS still there</b>. And, with gentle fanning and exquisitely tender nurturing, it can break into flame and give light once more - first to yourself and then to the world around you.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">When you do choose to heal, you <i>may</i> find you have sufficient energy to fan your own flame but, more likely, you will need some help. So, please do <b>ask for that help. </b>Even if it's hard at first. (You may have noticed that we nurturers are not always great at asking for nurturing, ourselves.) There will always be others who have walked the healing path before you who are willing and able to help you find your way. Keep looking until you find the right ones for you - supportive friends, somatic therapists, spiritual advisors, meditation leaders, support groups and others. This care and support will make all the difference.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Festivals of light across cultures - Diwahli, Winter Solstice, Christmas, Hanukkah and others - remind us that there IS light in and after the darkness and that it can be <b>fanned to a new intensity </b>with time, care and exquisite attention. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">So, at this particularly dark moment in time, for each of us individually, and as a wider community, <b>"Let there be light ...".</b></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><p></p>Jan Spilman, MEd, RCC Compassion Fatigue Specialisthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10993602062514617161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-694544587099662654.post-14131951100162141142020-08-31T11:16:00.004-07:002020-10-12T13:16:30.256-07:00Living With COVID Grief ...<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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The COVID season of 2020 has been <b>a season loss and grief</b> - and it's not over yet. Loved ones have become ill and died. Jobs have been lost. Professional aspirations have disappeared at least temporarily. Human connections have been disrupted. Life plans have been altered. And even as society reopens, COVID-related change and loss continue.<br />
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As we cautiously begin to leave isolation behind, more losses accumulate. Those few hard-found gifts of COVID - a slower pace, more time with loved ones, reduced commute time, free parking at work, chances to pursue neglected hobbies and activities, giving and receiving more focused and intentional emotional support, opportunities for reflection, the surfacing of deeper values - threaten to drop away as life changes pace once again. <br />
<br />Grief is also tied up in our imaginings about the future and the possibility of losses to come. We face the distinct possibility of a "second wave" as fall and flu season approach. Will a loved one become ill as we open further and return to school? Will we become ill ourselves? Will we lose our jobs? This is called <b>anticipatory grief </b>and it adds yet another layer to our sadness, anger, anxiety, fear, guilt and envy.<br />
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With all these <b>COVID</b> <b>losses compounded</b> by contextual losses such as <b>economic insecurity and systemic racism </b>around the world, there's more than enough grief to go around. So, the trick is to find the right conditions in which to grieve our losses well. Because grief is so individual, "the right conditions" will differ for each of us but here are a few general practices that might help:<br />
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1. <b>Acknowledge that you've had, and will have, many losses during this COVID season of life. </b>Every change - positive or negative - brings loss, and grief is our healing response to loss. We grieve automatically, provided nothing gets in the way. Becoming aware of our losses and accepting their presence makes space for our grief, direction and focus to our mourning and provides opportunities for others to support us.</blockquote>
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2. <b>Pace your grief when you have multiple losses</b>. It can be overwhelming to try to grieve everything at once. Take baby steps. Make space for grief, one small piece at a time. (And know that you may return to the same loss over and over again before it feels integrated.)</blockquote>
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If grief begins to feel overwhelming to you, try<b> self-regulation skills</b> like breathing practices, grounding exercises or physical shaking to calm you when you're "amped up" and anxious or enlivening practices like engaging your five senses, walking meditation, squeezing your forearms with the opposite hands when you start to feel "shut down" or numb. </blockquote>
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2. <b>Find a sanctuary where you feel safe and comfortable expressing your grief emotions. </b>If you're able to do it, give your grief feelings freedom to arise spontaneously. But, if you can't because it seems neither safe nor possible, try identifying a sanctuary where you can retreat intentionally to take down your guard and let your inside and outside match. This creates intentional space for your hardwired grief response to do its healing work. </blockquote>
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For some, this sanctuary will be in the arms of a loved one who lives inside your bubble; for others it will be found alone in the car, the shower or in bed at night; and for others still, it will be within a formal ritual or ceremony (in person or online) or out in the beauty of the natural world. What matters is that you feel safe enough to allow your grief to surface for a while.</blockquote>
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3. <b>Express your feelings in ways that feel natural and comfortable to you. </b>There is no "right way" to grieve. And you don't <i>have </i>to cry to prove you've grieved. The fine arts provide many possibilities for expressing grief - story-telling, journalling, writing poetry or letters, listening to or playing evocative music, drumming, dancing, singing, collage, drawing, painting, sculpture, pottery, photography, fibre arts or woodwork. Use avenues of expression that feel natural for you. You don't have to squeeze yourself into someone else's idea of "proper" grief expression.</blockquote>
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If your body feels tight with emotion that you want to release but can't, you might try listening to music, watching movies or reading poems that have triggered your tears in the past. They will likely do the same thing again. (Repeated cycles of <i>Truly Madly Deeply, Shadowlands </i>and <i>A Rumour of Angels </i>helped release<i> </i>my frozen tears through seven years of chronic sorrow and more years of bereavement grief following my husband's death.)</blockquote>
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Physical motion can also do much to diffuse pent-up emotion. Walking or running in nature, dancing or engaging in individual sports can all help.</blockquote>
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If you are yearning to share your grief with another human being but feel constrained by the COVID restrictions, try reaching out to loved ones, a therapist, a spiritual advisor or a support group through appropriately secure video meetings like Zoom or Skype, phone calls, texting or social media. Handwritten letters, though seemingly old-fashioned these days, can offer a particularly personal and connected way of sharing your grief.</blockquote>
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4. <b>Create rituals that support and facilitate your grief. </b>Grief specialist, Alan Wolfelt describes grief rituals as "symbolic activities that help us, together with our families and friends, to express our deepest thoughts and feelings about life's most important events". A ritual doesn't have to be fancy or complicated and it can be experienced individually or in a supportive group.</blockquote>
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I have used the quotation above often in workshops and writings and here it is once again. Appropriate for the times, I think ... </div>
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So much has changed in recent months and these changes have brought with them loss and grief in abundance, especially for family caregivers already coping with <b><i><a href="http://caregiverwellness.blogspot.com/2012/01/chronic-sorrow-i-what-it-is-who-is.html">chronic sorrow </a></i></b>and helping professionals carrying years of <b><i>cumulative grief</i></b>. <br />
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Since the pandemic has taken hold, <b><i>family caregivers</i></b> have lost already-scarce freedoms, resources and supports - the coffee shops that once provided a brief haven at the end of a morning's respite, the familiar care aides who knew the needs of an ill loved one and didn't require training each time they arrived, the day programs that offered respite as well as support and advice, the volunteers who helped with transportation or yard work or exercise regimes or meals, the warmth and encouragement of a simple hug. Some caregivers have had the worst of anticipatory griefs - standing by as loved ones with worsening COVID symptoms were transferred to acute care facilities, perhaps never to be seen again.<br />
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And then, together, we've felt the<i><b> collective grief</b></i> of watching as our systems of work, healthcare, education, transportation and economics wavered under the weight of the virus. The tangible losses of unemployment, closed churches and mosques and food insecurity have been multiplied by the broader intangible losses of predictability, control, justice and our assumptions that we could protect the weak and the vulnerable.<br />
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This COVID-19 grief is <i><b>natural and expectable </b></i>and it will come in waves for a long time after the losses cease. Grief is the way we heal from broken attachments - and it happens automatically provided nothing gets in its way. Grief is a turning inward to reflect, to feel, to recalibrate. There are resources to support this highly individual healing process and we will explore some of them next time.<br />
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Paradoxically, the losses stemming from the COVID virus, and their attendant grief, are often accompanied by a sense of deep <i><b>gratitude.</b></i> There is something about walking at the edge of life that brings authentic blessings into sharp relief - spring blossoms in a time of death, the kindness of nurses holding phones to unite families in their last goodbyes, messages of support and encouragement painted by children on apartment windows, meals left on doorsteps, 7pm clapping and cheers as healthcare workers change shifts, songs that connect the isolated. We can draw upon this natural pairing of grief and gratitude to nurture ourselves during difficult times.<br />
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Brother David Steindl-Rast, the Austrian founder of<a href="https://gratefulness.org/"> <i><b>A Network for Grateful Living</b></i> </a>and a 93 year old survivor of the Nazi occupation, is a beloved teacher of the practice of gratefulness. In a 2016 interview with Krista Tippett, he said,<br />
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His words could apply equally to these days of pandemic. The practice of gratefulness is <i>not </i>about being grateful for the pandemic, itself, nor for the numbing pain and despair of these times. Nor is it about avoiding or minimizing our sadness, anger, fear and confusion. Rather, a gratefulness practice offers the opportunity to experience more than one feeling, in full, at the same time - to know gratitude at the same moment that your heart is breaking with grief. To know sorrow and joy in the same breath.<br />
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<b>COVID-19 has</b> <b>turned life upside down</b> for all of us including, and perhaps especially, family caregivers and helping professionals. While these two groups already have PhD's in caring for others through times of uncertainty, even their cache of coping strategies can feel strained by today's circumstances.</div>
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As many of the things modern humans count upon to be solid and unassailable disappear, helpers, like everyone else, can become anxious and frightened and lost and confused. The earth shifts beneath our feet. We grasp for something solid to hold on to but can't seem to find it. Little makes sense. In our shock, we lose our bearings. <b>Everything is affected.</b></div>
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An early response to this kind of crisis is to reach out for control, to try to make the uncertain certain again. As we slowly realize that we're living <b>a new reality </b>and can't return to "normal", we begin to search for ways to cope. Depending upon our histories and personalities, some of us withdraw and others reach out. Some hoard toilet paper and others pray. Some tell stories of light in the darkness and others share rumours and tales of doom.</div>
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Fortunately for me, I made two small discoveries this week that offered <b>a positive pathway for coping. </b>This path is one with which you're all familiar - <b>the path of caring</b> - and the two things that reminded me to care were an anonymous message and a poem. Let me share them with you.</div>
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I noticed the anonymous message during a solitary early morning walk through the deep ravine behind my home. The clear sky had brightened though the sun's rays had not yet crossed the edge of the ravine. As I walked down the steep trail through dark evergreens and early spring growth, I came to a wooden bridge crossing a rushing stream. Halfway across the bridge, I noticed, on my left, a torn piece of paper, damp with dew, anchored to the railing by a small rock. On it, someone had written in pencil the words, "You Deserve Love." <b>You Deserve Love </b>- a simple reminder of how important it is to treat ourselves with love and care through difficult times like these. I'll never know who scrawled this message on a torn bit of paper and left it on a wooden railing for all who passed by but I'm grateful that they took the time, and cared enough, to do it.</div>
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The second reminder to care came in the form of a poem written by a Father Hendrick, OFM, whose personal details are also unknown to me. I tripped over his writing in an article by a West Vancouver priest who had returned from doing volunteer work in Assisi, Italy just before the borders closed. The poem goes like this:</div>
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Today a young woman I know</div>
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so that the elders may have someone to call on.</div>
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Today Churches, Synagogues, Mosques and Temples</div>
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the sick, the weary.</div>
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All over the world people are looking at their neighbours </div>
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All over the world people are waking up to a new reality. </div>
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To how big we really are.</div>
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To how little control we really have.</div>
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To Love.</div>
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Yes there is fear.</div>
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But there does not have to be hate.</div>
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But there does not have to be loneliness.</div>
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But there does not have to be meanness.</div>
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But there can always be a rebirth of love.</div>
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Listen, behind the factory noises of your panic.</div>
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The birds are singing again,</div>
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Spring is coming,</div>
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So, two synchronistic reminders to <b>care well for ourselves and to notice and care well for others</b>. Could there be a better wisdom path in these days of uncertainty?<br />
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And as we practice caring for ourselves and others, let's also remember to extend our deepest regard and appreciation to<b> all</b><b> who sustain our caring </b>in these difficult times - family, friends, colleagues, inspirational writers, spiritual teachers, poets, artists and, especially, the physical, mental and spiritual care providers who put themselves at risk every day to keep us well. Equally, let's remember to follow ALL the current <b>public health directives</b> so we're here to care for the years to come.<br />
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Jan Spilman, MEd, RCC Compassion Fatigue Specialisthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10993602062514617161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-694544587099662654.post-25646712389443490252020-01-29T09:52:00.000-08:002020-03-18T20:30:28.285-07:00A New Workshop: Chronic Sorrow: The Recurring Grief of Family Caregivers ...<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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I'm excited to announce the launch of a new Caregiver Wellness Community Workshop - <b><i> </i>Chronic Sorrow: The Recurring Grief of Family Caregivers. </b>It will be held on Saturday May 30th from 9-4pm (registration at 8:30) at the Granville Island Hotel in Vancouver, BC. The tuition is $210 (includes handouts, continental breakfast, light lunch, breaks and GST). Brochures with registration forms are available at <b>caregiverwellness@shaw.ca.</b></div>
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<b>Family caregivers grieve many losses </b>and they tend to grieve alone - in the shower, in the car, in the laundry room, on solitary walks. You grieve because your loved one's serious, permanent illness or injury has changed everything. And with each change comes loss and with each loss comes grief.<br />
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Studies, so far, suggest that up to 80% of family caregivers experience recurring episodes of variably intense grief continuing from the time of their loved one's diagnosis until that loved one's death. This grief does not necessarily diminish over time like grief<i> after</i> death. Rather, it can increase in intensity and frequency as time goes on. This caregiver grief is called <b>Chronic Sorrow. (</b>Chronic Sorrow is also experienced by people who have a serious permanent medical condition, but in a slightly different way.)<br />
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Chronic Sorrow is <b>a normal response</b> <b>to loss without a foreseeable end</b>. It is not depression or complicated grief though it is sometimes misdiagnosed as such. It includes not only feelings of sadness but all the emotions of grief - anger, guilt, envy, anxiety, fear, loneliness and others. These grief emotions are triggered whenever something reminds you of the discrepancy between how things are and how they "could" or "should" have been had the illness or injury not occurred.</div>
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Chronic Sorrow cannot be "cured" but you can <b>learn to live with it more comfortably </b>and that's what this workshop is all about. It had a "test run" with the family caregivers at the Children's Organ Transplant Society and the Starlight Foundation last spring to very positive reviews and now it's here for you - anyone who provides physical or emotional support to a person with a serious, permanent medical condition, physical or mental.</div>
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Space is limited so <b>please register early to avoid disappointment. </b>The registration deadline is <b>May 15th. </b></div>
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If you have questions, you can contact Jan at <b>caregiverwellness@shaw.ca </b>or <b>(604) 297 0609.</b></div>
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<b>*** I'm sad and disappointed to say that all Caregiver Wellness workshops are postponed until at least the fall due to COVID-19. ***</b></div>
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Today, the beginning of a new year and a new decade, is an opportunity to <i style="font-weight: bold;">re-dedicate ourselves </i>to the things that matter most to us. In this threshold space, we can take a moment to remember - or reprioritize - the core values by which we want to live our lives. And, having done that, we can set an intention to act in accordance with these values throughout the New Year.</div>
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Caregiving can greatly limit your ability to pursue the external goals you've set for your life, to live the life you were "meant to live". In fact, this can be one of the major losses underlying a family caregiver's Chronic Sorrow. However, the inability to pursue external goals needn't keep you from re-dedicating yourself to inner goals. Do you ever wish you could be kinder, more compassionate with yourself and others, more honest, calmer, more loyal, more open-minded, more balanced, more trusting, more trust-worthy, more patient, more empathic, more courageous, more consistent, more loving ..? The list of possibilities goes on and on, depending upon the things you hold most dear.</div>
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Why not take a moment, now, to <i><b>r</b></i><i style="font-weight: bold;">ecall all the values </i>by which you would like to live. Then look at your list and choose the top one or two you would most like to guide your life in the coming year.</div>
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Once you have chosen these core values, allow yourself time to consider how they would look, <b><i>acted out in your day-to-day life.</i></b> What, exactly, do you want to re-dedicate yourself to doing or being? What baby steps might you want to take toward strengthening the expression of these values in your life? The answers to these questions will become your intentions for the New Year.<br />
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Just thinking through a<b><i> conscious</i></b><i><b> process of re-dedication</b></i> like this will help you to live a more authentic life in 2020 and to notice more quickly when compassion fatigue, burnout, accumulated grief or moral distress are drawing you away from what matters most to you.<br />
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Whether you are a family carepartner wondering how on earth to manage the holidays on top of your regular care-giving duties or a helping professional working 12 hour shifts over the holidays, <i><b>self care deserves a place right</b></i><b><i> at the top of your to-do list.</i></b></div>
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Genuine self care springs from a place of self compassion and self compassion means simply giving the same kindness to yourself that you would give to others in a similar situation. Self care is not selfish. It means allowing yourself time to heal, refresh and renew so you can become or remain whole and healthy. Once your depleted self is refilled, you can then give to others with more fullness and joy. (Those who have attended the <i>Caring On Empty </i>workshop will remember the wisdom of one of my favourite Sufi sayings - <i><b>Never give from the depths of your well, only from the overflow. </b></i>This requires that you actually have an overflow from which to give!<i>)</i></div>
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Most of us can quickly come up with physical and emotional ideas for staying strong and healthy during the hectic holiday season - eating well, taking pauses to rest, frequent hand-washing, getting back to the essence of the holidays, booking a good therapy appointment - but how many of us take time to consider what we might need to <i><b>feed our spirits</b></i> during these busy and poignant days? Below are a few ideas to consider as you add a spiritual dimension to your holiday self care plan:</div>
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1. <b>Simplify. </b>For many, holiday traditions have become increasingly complex, commercial and just a little crazy. If this observation applies to you, consider choosing the top four values by which you would like to live your holidays and then assess your usual traditions to see if there is an alignment between your values and activities. If not, consider what changes you could make to have a simpler, more authentic celebration. </blockquote>
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This week, someone told me the story of her sister who had moved into a new home right before Christmas. She quickly realized that her new neighbours were folks who went all-out in decorating their home and property. Rather than trying to compete and add more stress to her life, she made a sign, decorated <i>it </i>with lights and wrote on it a large arrow pointing to the neighbours' house and added the word,"ditto"! One of her values was to simplify her holiday customs and, in this one public act, her values and actions were aligned.</blockquote>
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2. <b>Stay centred. </b>Spend a little time alone. (This is especially important for introverts, those who refresh and refuel through spending time in their inner world.) Use contemplative practices that are familiar and work for you - meditation, centering prayer, reading poetry, connecting with Nature, receptive photography, journalling and others. Reflect upon the meaning of the season and how it may have changed in your life over time. Be receptive to new insights. Pace yourself so you have time to process your feelings. </blockquote>
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3. <b>Use the Enneagram. </b>Use the <a href="http://caregiverwellness.blogspot.com/2008/10/enneagram.html">Enneagram </a>to help you understand, forgive and accept yourself and others when people push your buttons at holiday gatherings. Recognizing the motivations behind the behaviour of those who irritate you can make Christmas dinners a little easier to take.</blockquote>
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4. <b>Practice gratitude. </b>The last Christmas before my husband died, he gave me one of Sara Brethnacht's Gratitude Journals and wrote on the first page, "Let's try this. I think it will help." And help it did. It didn't take away the pain of our long goodbye or the grief of our leave-taking but, in some magical way, it helped to balance the suffering. Each night we would write down 5 things for which we were grateful and then read them to each other. Later, when he no longer had the strength to hold a pen, we would lie in bed in the dark and whisper our gratefulness to each other. </blockquote>
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5. <b>Be inspired. </b>To inspire is to breathe life into something or someone. The word comes from the same Latin root as that for spirit. We are all inspired by different things - acts of kindness, acts of courage, beautiful poetry, the wonders of nature, great works of art. Choose to spend time with the things that inspire you this season and take the time to savour them, allowing them to sink into your body, healing and energizing your life.</blockquote>
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These are just a few ideas for feeding your spirit during the winter holidays. I'm sure you have your own as well. The question is, will you allow yourself to make space to use them ... ? I hope you do.<br />
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As I pack to leave for Vancouver Island for my own holiday festivities, I wish each one of you exactly what you need to feed your spirit this Christmas and every blessing in 2020.<br />
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It's been a stressful few days here in Vancouver. A labour dispute between transit workers and Coast Mountain Bus Company left many scrambling as they faced the possibility of a three day transit interruption. Amongst those most stressed but<i style="font-weight: bold;"> least acknowledged </i>were family caregivers/carepartners and their care recipients - young, old and in-between.<br />
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Many family caregivers depend upon the support of homecare nurses and care aides to provide assistance in moving, bathing and feeding their loved ones plus the provision of medicines and treatments. They also need professional respite support so they can go to work, run errands, buy groceries and prescriptions, attend medical and treatment appointments and tend to self-care. When professional helpers are<i><b> unable to take transit to work or between clients</b></i>, as 40 - 50%<i style="font-weight: bold;"> </i>of them usually do, the stress on families they serve rises exponentially. (As if it were not high enough already.)<br />
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In looking through the online, television and newspaper articles about this incipient crisis, there were many more articles about the impact of the strike upon students and their final exams than about the needs of our most vulnerable. It makes one wonder just how cognizant the decision-makers were (on both sides of the table) regarding<b><i> the risk they were imposing </i></b>upon populations already at risk.<br />
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(And that is to say nothing of people with serious medical conditions who do not <i>have </i>family caregivers and depend entirely upon care provided by community health agencies, or who simply care for themselves. I have a friend who, while receiving treatment for breast cancer, travelled to and from her chemo appointments by bus because taxi fares were too expensive and she didn't own a car. How would she have managed during a three-day transit strike ...?)<br />
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It seems to me that people like these - family caregivers and those managing their own illness or disability - deserve to have <b><i>basic transit declared an essential service</i></b> so they are not subjected to additional strain and risk. We are constantly telling family carepartners and those with chronic conditions to take better care of themselves but, as a society, we owe it to them to at least make that possible. Caring for the caregivers and those with serious health conditions is the responsibility of us all.<br />
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Over the summer as I was writing an article on Chronic Sorrow, I tripped over some interesting new medical research on a <i>proposed</i> subset of posttraumatic stress called <i style="font-weight: bold;">enduring somatic threat (EST)</i><i style="font-weight: bold;">.</i><i style="font-weight: bold;"> </i>Have you heard of it? Well, to be honest, neither had I - though in retrospect I recognize aspects of it in my husband's seven year journey with heart failure.</div>
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Physicians and psychologists in the cardiovascular field have been studying the 12 - 25% of people who have posttraumatic stress disorder (PTSD) responses after life-threatening medical events such as heart attacks, unstable angina, TIA's and strokes. The response they describe is similar to traditional posttraumatic stress disorder but is said differ from it in four ways:<br />
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2. The person's threat-oriented <b><i>thoughts and intrusions are focused more on the dangers of the present and future</i></b> than memories of a past event. Because the underlying illness persists, there is constant concern regarding a present or future recurrence of the life-threatening event or something similar. </blockquote>
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While I'm not completely sure that all the above distinctions are true distinctions - perhaps it's more a matter of <i>both-and </i>than<i> either-or</i> when it comes to past and present/future somatic threat - it will be interesting to see how this research progresses and whether it begins to explain some of the differences we see between "patient" and family caregiver manifestations of Chronic Sorrow. <br />
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I think it is wonderful that medical and psychologically-oriented folk are working together to explore the traumatic impact of life-threatening events on their patients and families. I am hopeful that they will <i><b>include previous research on Chronic Sorrow and Somatic Experiencing</b></i> in their explorations and models so that grief and trauma can be addressed together (they're usually entwined in serious chronic illness) and that <i>somatic</i> treatments will be considered for this <i>somatic</i> distress.<br />
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If you are interested in reading some scholarly articles about enduring somatic threat, perhaps begin with the articles below:<br />
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Edmondson, Donald E. <b><i>An enduring somatic threat model of posttraumatic stress disorder due to acute life-threatening medical events</i></b>. Soc Personal Psychol Compass. 2014 Mar 5; 8(3): 118-134.<br />
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Edmondson, DE et al. <i style="font-weight: bold;">A challenge for psychocardiology: Addressing the causes and consequences patients' perceptions of enduring somatic threat. </i>American Psychologist. 2018 Vol. 73, No 9, 1160-1171.<br />
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I've just finished the last workshop of the season, the new <b><i>Compassion Fatigue: Going Deeper - Trauma, Spirituality and Resilience,</i></b> and it went wonderfully well according to the evaluations. So now I can turn my face to the long, happy days of summer with the wedding of my goddaughter, Rebecca, at the end of the month and, two days later, a flight to Toronto followed by the long drive and boat ride to the Kahshe Lake cottage of friends. There I'll enjoy two glorious weeks of rest, writing and rejuvenation. (Thank heaven for dear friends willing to share their waterfront retreat!)</div>
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As usual, I'm having trouble deciding how many books I can fit in my suitcase! Here's the list from which I'll be choosing this year:</div>
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This book focuses on viewing food as fuel and making choices that will give your brain and body the best chance for optimum performance. For those of us who work (pretty well all of us) it promises ways to boost energy and productivity and fit healthy eating into already busy lives. I'm a sucker for books on healthy eating and this book's post-it phrases like "ditch the al desko lunch" and "be a fuelie" promise a light touch.</blockquote>
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This new-to-me book by one of the organizational experts in the Enneagram field, is written to help people to type themselves or to help them type others in a more accurate way. It offers detailed differentiating questions to help others clarify their type and, specifically, to differentiate between type pairs from the nine Enneagram personality types. I like Ginger's straight-forward teaching style and look forward to gleaning some new pointers in Enneagram typing. (If you're interested in the amazingly accurate and powerful Enneagram, I will be offering a beginners workshop on Friday November 22nd on Granville Island. You're very welcome to join us!)</blockquote>
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This award-winning memoir has been waiting on my shelf for the past year and, remembering my own years in critical care nursing, I'm looking forward to hearing how things have changed (or not) as I've gone off in other directions. I understand that it is a somewhat raw read so it may be a book to pace slowly over a couple of weeks.</blockquote>
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A collection of 196 poems, previously unavailable in English, from the 13th Century Sufi poet, Rumi, focusing on coming to grips with the inner life. This small book is a guide to the inner journey, one which I hope will make a good companion for contemplation on quiet sunrise mornings by the Lake.</blockquote>
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I've been writing about the grief of family caregivers this weekend and I was struck by how many terms now exist to describe this experience. The professional writings about caregiver grief are fraught with confusion and contradiction due to the increasing number of overlapping terms and concepts. This differing terminology arises from different professional fields, the study of different medical conditions, research in different nations and cultures, and studies from different times in history. I'll share a few of them with you here:</div>
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<i style="font-weight: bold;">1. Anticipatory Grief </i>is the earliest of the overlapping concepts applied to the natural and expectable grief of family caregivers. It was coined by German psychiatrist, Erich Lindemann, in 1944, to describe grief we experience before a loss actually occurs. Later, Therese Rando expanded the concept, defining it as:</div>
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After an initial flush of interest in Olshansky's ideas, CS disappeared from the literature until the mid-1990's when the <i>Nursing Consortium for Research on Chronic Sorrow </i>published several studies confirming the concept and studying its characteristics. Later, in 2002, family caregiver and psychologist, Susan Roos, PhD, gathered the research to date and combined it with her considerable personal and professional experience to publish the first (and only) psychotherapy textbook on CS. Her book included this comprehensive definition of caregiver grief, one which includes both the grief of people with serious, permanent, medical conditions and that of those who love them:<br />
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While facilitating workshops on caregiver grief, I tend to use the term, Chronic Sorrow. Why? Because, while the other terms all reflect important aspects of caregiver grief and there are logical reasons for their presence in the literature, they are all in some way incomplete. CS, on the other hand, has a specific, comprehensive definition that includes the grief of both patient and caregiver, it offers the clearest demarkation between pre and post-death grief, it has a long medically and psychologically-oriented research history, and, most importantly, it has <i><b>the most immediate and profound emotional resonance with family caregivers.</b></i><br />
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When I ask workshop participants which term they prefer in describing their grief, they are emphatic, and usually unanimous, in choosing Chronic Sorrow. It most accurately and empathically communicates their experience and that, it seems to me, is the single most important reason for choosing any terminology.<br />
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I'm hoping to offer <i><b>a community workshop on Chronic Sorrow for family caregivers in Vancouver again next spring</b></i>. If you think you might be interested in attending, just <b><i>subscribe to the mailing list</i></b> in the left hand column of the website and you will automatically receive a registration brochure.<br />
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<br />Jan Spilman, MEd, RCC Compassion Fatigue Specialisthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10993602062514617161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-694544587099662654.post-92063324690299166062019-01-14T22:24:00.000-08:002019-03-09T07:27:32.088-08:00NEW CF WORKSHOP: Compassion Fatigue: Going Deeper - Trauma, Spirituality and Resilience<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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A slightly belated Happy New Year to you all! I'm later than usual with my first post of the year because I have been pouring my creative juices into one of TS Eliot's "fresh beginnings", <b><i>a</i></b> <i><b>new workshop</b></i> designed to follow the now familiar <i style="font-weight: bold;">Caring On Empty: Creative Tools for Compassion Fatigue Resilience. </i> </div>
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After Christmas, what began as the light revision of an earlier, second-level CF workshop turned into the development of an altogether new workshop, <i style="font-weight: bold;">Compassion Fatigue: Going Deeper - Trauma, Spirituality and Resilience. </i>It will be offered for the first time February 1st for the wonderful folk at Canuck Place Children's Hospice and again on June 7th in the form of a multidisciplinary community workshop at the Granville Island Hotel in Vancouver. I'm so excited to be taking our basic CF understandings just a little deeper!</div>
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<b><i>Spirituality</i></b> is at the forefront of trauma research these days. There have been more research papers written on the topic of spirituality and trauma resilience in the past 5-10 years than in the previous 100. Why? I'm not really sure but I wonder if a general thirst for authentic, healthy, personal spirituality; psychology's recognition that it has too often avoided the topic; and the realization that our current trauma treatment strategies are not always enough, haven't led us quietly but steadily toward this research focus. </div>
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You will find the following description of spirituality in several (unattributed) places on the Internet:<br />
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<i><b>Spirituality is a</b> <b>broad concept</b> with room for many perspectives. In general, it includes a sense of connection to something greater than ourselves and it typically involves a search for meaning and purpose. As such, it is a universal experience - something that touches us all. We all have spiritual experiences, whether or not we label them as such. Some people describe these experiences as <b>sacred </b>(connected with the holy), some as <b>transcendent </b>(outside the range of mere physical existence), and some simply describe them as <b>a deep sense of</b> <b>aliveness and interconnectedness</b>.</i></blockquote>
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However we define or describe spirituality, we are learning that spirituality and trauma are often <i><b>inextricably intertwined</b></i>. Trauma affects our beliefs in the sacred/transcendent in ways that may interrupt or even jettison those beliefs. At the same time, or alternatively, trauma can affect us in ways that strengthen them. As a result, trauma recovery and resilience is inherently spiritual and must include a focus on our belief systems.<br />
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Christine Courtois, PhD, a respected, longtime complex trauma expert, says that a <b><i>damaged spirituality is at the core of traumatic injury. </i> </b>If this is indeed the case, we need to shine a brighter light on the role of spirituality in both perpetuating trauma and supporting its healing and resilience, something the field has been reluctant to do until relatively recently.<br />
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<b><i>This new workshop</i></b> is designed to introduce helpers to the topic of spirituality and trauma resilience and, through poetry, story, artwork, self assessment tools, mini-lectures and discussion, to help you to:<br />
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If you loved <i style="font-weight: bold;">Caring On Empty</i>, do plan to join us as we "go deeper" into our conversation about Compassion Fatigue resilience. (<i><b>Registration brochures are available</b></i> <i style="font-weight: bold;">February 4 at caregiverwellness@shaw.ca)</i><br />
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Jan Spilman, MEd, RCC Compassion Fatigue Specialisthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10993602062514617161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-694544587099662654.post-3580743802748043072018-12-14T07:43:00.002-08:002018-12-17T05:39:59.213-08:00John Was a Failure...<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Today I'd like to share a story with you, one I heard many years ago at a midnight service on a snowy Christmas Eve. I still remember the warmth of the small church, overfull with extra bodies and glowing with candlelight reflected from our faces as we listened intently to this lovely story by Robert Fulghum (from his book, <b><i>It Was On Fire When I Lay Down On It)</i></b>:</div>
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<i>John Pierpont died a failure. In 1886, he came to the end of his days as a government clerk in Washington, DC with a long string of personal defeats abrading his spirit.</i></blockquote>
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<i>Things began well enough. He graduated from Yale, which his grandfather had helped to found, and chose education as his profession with some enthusiasm.</i></blockquote>
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<i>And so, he turned to the legal world for training. He was a failure as a lawyer. He was too generous to his clients and too concerned about justice to take the cases that brought good fees.</i></blockquote>
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<i>Politics seemed a place where he could make some difference and he was nominated as the Abolition Party candidate for governor of Massachusetts. He lost. Undaunted, he ran for Congress under the banner of the Free Soil Party. He lost. He was a failure as a politician. </i></blockquote>
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<i>The Civil War came along and he volunteered as a chaplain of the 22nd Regiment of the Massachusetts Volunteers. Two weeks later he quit, having found the task too much of a strain on his health. He was 76 years old. He couldn't even make it as a Chaplain. </i></blockquote>
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<i>From this distance in time, one might insist that he was not in fact a failure. His commitments to social justice, his desire to be a loving human being, his active engagement in the great issues of his times, and his faith in the power of the human mind, these are not failures. And much of what he thought of as defeat became success. Education was reformed, legal processes were improved, credit laws were changed, and above all, slavery was abolished once and for all.</i></blockquote>
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<i>Why am I telling you this? It is not an uncommon story. Many 19th century reformers had similar lives, similar failures and successes. In one very important sense, John Pierpont was not a failure. Every year, come December, we celebrate his success. We carry in our hearts and minds a life long memorial to him. It's a song, not about Jesus or angels or even Santa Claus. It's a terribly simple song about the simple joy of whizzing through the cold white dark of winter's gloom in a sleigh pulled by one horse, and with the company of friends, laughing and singing all the way. </i><i>No more, no less, than Jingle Bells. John Pierpont wrote Jingle Bells!</i></blockquote>
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<i>To write a song that stands for the simplest joys, to write a song that three or four hundred million people around the world know, a song about something they've never done, but can imagine, a song that every one of us large and small can hoot out the moment the cord is struck on the piano, and the cord is struck in our spirit, well, that's not failure!</i> </blockquote>
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<i>One snowy afternoon in deep winter John Pierpont</i> <i>penned the work as a small gift to his family and friends and congregation, and in doing so, he left a permanent gift for Christmas, the best kind, not the one under the tree, but the invisible, invincible one of Joy!</i></blockquote>
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So, if you're feeling a failure for any reason this beautiful and demanding Holiday Season, take care to separate failing at a task from <i>being</i> a failure. Then remember the story of John Pierpont, recognize your capacity to change and grow through experience, forgive yourself and begin again. There are always ways to redeem our failures especially through learning from them and doing things differently another time.<br />
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I love the fall, a time of gradual letting-go of the old to make space for the new. (Or, as today's topic suggests, a time of letting go of old learning to make way for some new.) I'm reading two new-to-me books I'd like to share with you and have just registered for, <i><b>Alive,</b> </i>a new e-course from <a href="http://gratefulness.org./">Gratefulness.org.</a></div>
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This cookbook tells their story and shares 50 of their favourite international recipes, many handed down from generation-to-generation in their home countries. A portion of the proceeds from the book will be used to expand their Hubb Community Kitchen program from two days to seven days a week. I've already ordered four copies for people on my Christmas list. Why not join me and learn about the food culture and the resiliency of those from other nations? </blockquote>
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<i>It is not so much for its beauty that the forest makes a claim</i><br />
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<i>that quality of air, that emanation from old trees,</i><br />
<i>that so wonderfully changes and renews</i><br />
<i>a weary spirit.</i><br />
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I hope your summer's going well and that you're able to carve out time to <i><b>rest and re-create</b></i>.</div>
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A recent move to the head of Burrard Inlet has gifted me in many ways, but most especially with a new <i><b>proximity to nature</b></i>. I wake every day with an embarrassment of options for early morning walks and, armed with my camera and walking stick, I make my way into new-to-me local woods and forests.<br />
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I have loved being in the woods since early childhood. Something magical happens as soon as I walk beneath a canopy of leaves into the cool air and dimmer, dappled light. My pace slows, my eyes notice details I could have passed without a glance, my breathing deepens and slows and I'm held in the <i><b><a href="http://caregiverwellness.blogspot.com/2012/03/veriditas-greening-of-spring.html">veriditas </a></b></i>of nature. It is this quiet vital hum of green energy that has sustained me through many years of nursing, life as a grief and trauma therapist and seven years of caregiving for my husband. Walks in the woods literally saved my sanity during any number of in-sane days.<br />
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So, what is this mysterious power that forests hold over us and our well-being and why should we access it intentionally?</div>
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Recently, <i><b><a href="https://www.uea.ac.uk/about/-/it-s-official-spending-time-outside-is-good-for-you">researchers</a></b></i> at the University of East Anglia in the UK reviewed 140 studies worldwide and determined that proximity to green space not only makes us feel better psychologically, but offers significant physical health benefits including reduced risk of type II diabetes, cardiovascular disease, premature death and preterm birth. It also reduces diastolic blood pressure, heart rate, pain perception and cortisol levels and increases immune function. Several Japanese studies suggest that <i style="font-weight: bold;">phytoncides</i>, chemicals released by trees, could explain some of this health-promotion. (Others suggest that the beautiful scenery, soothing sounds of running water, natural aromas of plants and even the experience of solitude may also make a difference.)<br />
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Since at least 1982, the Japanese have been practicing <i style="font-weight: bold;">Shinrin-Yoku </i>or <b><i>forest bathing</i></b>, spending intentional time taking in a forest atmosphere for the purpose of relaxation, re-creation and healing. People sit, lie down or walk slowly through forests in silence, paying mindful attention to their surroundings and inner responses. It is a slow, contemplative immersion rather than a brisk, purposeful activity. Physical prowess is not necessary.<br />
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Today, all around the world, people are following the lead of the Japanese in establishing <i><b>forest bathing programs.</b></i> In Greater Vancouver and on Vancouver Island, where the surroundings are perfect for forest bathing, certified Forest Therapy guides offer 2-5 hour immersive forest experiences to the stressed and those yearning for reconnection with nature. They don't spend time teaching participants about flora and fauna, rather they act as guides to forest experience, holding space for whatever arises. As the website for <i><b><a href="http://www.natureandforesttherapy.org/details-bc.html">Forest Guide Training in BC</a></b></i> says, <i>the forest is the therapist, the guides open the doors.</i><br />
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For many, the peace and quiet of the forest opens opportunities to <b><i>grieve losses </i></b>and <b><i>release stressors</i></b> that have been buried in the busyness of everyday life. Just creating space and time in nature allows grief and relaxation to begin their healing work. More broadly, I believe that forest bathing <i><b>could actually help us save our planet. </b></i>We don't protect what we don't value and we don't value what we don't know. So immersion in the forest could lead not only to our personal health and wholeness but to that of our planet as well.<br />
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So, if you remember with weary longing early experiences of peace and rejuvenation in in the woods, why not try to spend a little time forest bathing this summer. Your body and spirit will likely thank you!<br />
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If you're interested in learning more about forest bathing, Japanese expert, Dr Qing Li has just written, <i style="font-weight: bold;">Shinrin-Yoku: The Art and Science of Forest Bathing </i>and M Amos Clifford has published <i style="font-weight: bold;">Your Guide to Forest Bathing: Experience the Healing Power of Nature. </i>Both should be available in local bookstores.<br />
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Let me close with one of Mary Oliver's lovely poems, appropriately titled, <b><i>When I Am Among the Trees.</i></b><br />
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When I am among the trees,<br />
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equally the beech, the oaks, and the pines,<br />
they give off such hints of gladness.<br />
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I would almost say that they save me, and daily.<br />
I am so distant from the hope of myself,<br />
in which I have goodness and discernment,<br />
and never hurry through the world<br />
but walk slowly, and bow often.<br />
Around me the trees stir in their leaves<br />
and call out, "Stay awhile."<br />
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The light flows from their branches.<br />
And they call again, "It's simple,"<br />
they say, "and you, too, have come<br />
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to be filled with light, and to shine."<br />
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Enjoy your summer in the woods or under your local tree!<br />
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Jan Spilman, MEd, RCC Compassion Fatigue Specialisthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10993602062514617161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-694544587099662654.post-70548472302391726462018-07-14T19:39:00.000-07:002018-07-27T05:53:44.974-07:00Summer Reading 2018 ...<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Happy Summer! After a very busy spring of workshops and writing (to say nothing of moving both home and office thirteen miles east to a mountaintop at the head of Burrard Inlet), I'm ready to put my feet up in my lovely new garden and begin reading the books that have been accumulating on my bedside table since the New Year.<br />
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Here are a few of the titles I'm hoping to read over the summer and fall (interspersed with a few novels and murder mysteries), just in case you might be interested in any of them yourselves:<br />
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1. <b>Indigenous Healing: Exploring Traditional Paths </b>by Rupert Ross (2014)</blockquote>
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Rupert Ross, retired assistant Crown Attorney for the District of Kenora, Ontario, writes about how the Indigenous people from whom he has learned about healing see healthy healing processes and a healthy future. He shares what he has learned about healing activities and about anchoring Indigenous life in traditional cultural visions once again. He describes twelve striking differences between Indigenous and non- indigenous healing practices.</blockquote>
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2. <b>The Courage Way: Leading and Living With Integrity </b>by the Centre for Courage and Renewal and Shelly L Francis (2018) </blockquote>
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Based on the work of Parker J. Palmer, Shelly Francis identifies key ingredients needed to cultivate courage, the most fundamental being trust - in ourselves and in each other. She describes how to build trust through the Centre for Courage & Renewal's Circle of Trust approach, centred around eleven "touchstones" or guidelines for trust building. Each chapter features true stories of how leaders have overcome challenges and strengthened their organizations.</blockquote>
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3. <b>Everyday Gratitude </b>by A Network for Grateful Living (Foreword by Bro David Steindl-Rast) (2018)</blockquote>
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4. <b>On the Brink of Everything: Grace, Gravity & Getting Old </b>by Parker J Palmer. (2018)</blockquote>
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Best-selling author, educator and activist, Parker J Palmer, explores aging as a passage of discovery and engagement. He writes about cultivating a vital inner and outer life, finding meaning in suffering and joy, and forming friendships across the generations that bring new life to young and old.</blockquote>
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5. <b>Climate Change </b>by HRH The Prince of Wales, Tony Juniper and Emily Shuckburgh. (2017)</blockquote>
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A small book from the Penguin <i>Ladybird Expert Series </i>explaining climate change in brief and simple terms written after Prince Charles addressed the Paris Climate Change Summit in December 2015. In conversation with a friend, Pr Charles was told that most people really don't understand what climate change is all about. The friend went on to suggest that Pr Charles produce a "plain English guide" to the subject. This book is the result.</blockquote>
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6. <b>Chronic Sorrow: A Living Loss 2nd Edition </b>by Susan Roos (2017)</blockquote>
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This is a new edition of the only book written on Chronic Sorrow to date. Written in a more accessible, though still somewhat dense style, it is a pared-down version of the original psychotherapy text giving an excellent explanation of the concept of CS and useful practices for coping with the continuing grief of chronic illness/injury and family caregiving.</blockquote>
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7. <b>Poetry of Presence: An Anthology of Mindfulness Poems</b> Edited by Phyllis Cole-Dai & Ruby R Wilson (2017)</blockquote>
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This book begins with the words, <i>Some poems are good medicine. </i>It goes on to offer a definition of mindfulness that guides the choice of poems for this collection - <i>Mindfulness is keeping our heads and hearts where our bodies are. </i>Each poet illustrates mindfulness in a distinct way, many employing natural settings or imagery.</blockquote>
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8. <b>Being Mortal: Medicine and What Matters in the End </b>by Atul Gawande (2014) </blockquote>
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I've been meaning to read this New York Times bestseller for a couple of years. It explores, though research and stories, the conflict that occurs when what medicine <i>can</i> do runs counter to what it <i>should</i> do. It looks at the suffering produced by medicine's neglect of the wishes people might have beyond mere survival, the quality of life questions we all should consider much earlier than we do.</blockquote>
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And, for those of you who are wondering, the next community-based <i style="font-weight: bold;">Caring On Empty Compassion Fatigue Workshop for Helping Professionals </i>will be held on Friday November 2nd at the Granville Island Hotel in Vancouver, BC from 9-4. Brochures and registration forms will be available in early September at <b><i>caregiverwellness@shaw.ca.</i></b><br />
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Jan Spilman, MEd, RCC Compassion Fatigue Specialisthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10993602062514617161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-694544587099662654.post-61615604951178551362018-02-07T09:29:00.000-08:002018-09-10T06:29:49.999-07:00Compassion Fatigue and Chronic Sorrow as Soul Injuries<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Lately I've been noticing that some of the people in the CF and CS workshops nod in immediate recognition <i><b>when</b></i><b><i> I describe full-blown compassion fatigue and chronic sorrow as</i></b> <b><i>soul injuries</i></b>. They know, intuitively, that the suffering they experience is deeper and more pervasive than the emotional pain described and addressed in some self-care workshops. It is a relief for these folks to have someone acknowledge the severity of their pain. This acknowledgement is often a first step toward releasing shame and opening the pathway to healing.</div>
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Soul injuries are wounds of our <i style="font-weight: bold;">souls </i>or<i><b> essence</b></i>, the loss of our sense of inner goodness, beauty and vitality stemming from trauma, unattended loss, burnout and the guilt and shame of our own actions or omissions.</div>
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Soul injury symptoms are described by <b><i><a href="http://www.opuspeace.org/">Opus Peace</a> </i></b>as the familiar signs of postraumatic stress plus <i>a defense-penetrating breach in the integrity our deepest selves</i>. They often include:</div>
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Some of us have carried these injuries from childhood and others have experienced them later in life or through longterm exposure to the trauma and suffering of those we serve.<br />
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While our souls or essence will never be killed by our work, we can become separated from our original strength, truth, wisdom and compassion. We separate ourselves from our souls each time we cover up, numb out or run away from <b><i>our</i></b> <b><i>t</i></b><i><b>ruth</b></i> and that separation eventually generates it's own symptoms. On the other hand, when we own our truth (including its pain) in gentle respectful ways, our souls can expand to hold and heal our wounds.<br />
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The healing of a soul injury entails <b><i>addressing soul issues</i></b>. Not only must we grieve unattended losses and re-regulate traumatized nervous systems, we must also forgive and make a home for the parts of ourselves we have denied and split off due to guilt and shame. Then, we need to develop and nurture a life of the spirit - deeply personal and meaningful beliefs, teachings, ceremonies and rituals that will provide a strong foundation for building resilience.<br />
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As <i>Opus Peace</i> says, we all need a class on:<br />
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So <i><b>as we become deeply honest </b></i>with ourselves, at least one other person and Whom or Whatever Benevolence we believe in, trauma can be healed, losses grieved, guilt atoned, forgiveness accepted, shame dispelled and a future, strengthened and brightened by hope and small "s" spirituality, explored.<br />
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*** For those who've been asking, the next <i style="font-weight: bold;">Caring On Empty Workshop for Helping Professionals</i> will be held at <b><i>The</i></b> <i style="font-weight: bold;">Granville Island Hotel </i>on <i style="font-weight: bold;">Monday May 7th </i>from<i style="font-weight: bold;"> 9-4. </i>Brochures with registration forms are available at<i style="font-weight: bold;"> </i><i><b>caregiverwellness@shaw.ca. Please tell your friends and colleagues!</b></i><br />
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Happy New Year, Everyone!</div>
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Here we stand on the threshold of a new year, in the in-between space of expectation and possibility between old and new.</div>
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My focus today (and perhaps my <a href="http://caregiverwellness.blogspot.ca/2012/01/your-special-word-for-new-year.html"><i><b>new</b></i> <i><b>word for 2018</b></i></a>) is <b><i>hope</i></b>. Thoughts about hope have arisen organically through the rhythms of my life over the holidays. I am taking Jan Richardson's free online retreat for Women's Christmas 2017 - <i><b><a href="http://sanctuaryofwomen.com/WomensChristmasRetreat2017.pdf">Walking the Way of Hope</a></b></i>, I'm reading a Christmas gift book about hope and, in a very real way, I'm actively practicing hope each day as I look for a new place to live. The notion of hope is all around me.<br />
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For me, hope is not a Pollyanna-ish, frothy, pie-in-the-sky type of experience but a rooted, ever-available, undergirding strength that promises that even in painful times, even when hope itself flickers, there are<b><i> unexpected gifts, new directions and fresh possibilities</i></b> in each moment, if we have the eyes to see them.<br />
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There are those who decry hope as being future vs present-oriented and, therefore, not a useful concept. To these people I can only say that there have been times in my life when focusing continually in the present would have been overwhelming and traumatizing and, without the forward pull of hope, I might not have survived let alone thrived.<br />
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Jan Richardson, whose blessings I use so often in my workshops, <i><b>calls us to hope </b></i>in this way:<br />
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<i>Hope nonetheless.</i><br />
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<i>Hope where we had ceased to hope.</i><br />
<i>Hope amid what threatens hope.</i><br />
<i>Hope with those who feed our hope.</i><br />
<i>Hope beyond what we had hoped.</i><br />
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<i>Hope that draws us past our limits.</i><br />
<i>Hope that defies expectations.</i><br />
<i>Hope that questions what we have known.</i><br />
<i>Hope that makes a way where there is none.</i><br />
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<i>Hope that takes us past our fear.</i><br />
<i>Hope that calls us into life.</i><br />
<i>Hope that holds us beyond death.</i><br />
<i>Hope that blesses those to come.</i><br />
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Whatever your circumstances this New Year, may hope <b><i>accompany, enfold and strengthen</i></b> <i><b>you </b></i>and may you look ahead with eyes primed to find the best this year has to offer.<br />
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Jan Spilman, MEd, RCC Compassion Fatigue Specialisthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10993602062514617161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-694544587099662654.post-69872407478584863202017-10-16T17:42:00.000-07:002018-02-16T20:23:11.804-08:00Spiritual & Religious Care Awareness Week - Oct 16-22, 2017 ...<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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This week is <i><b>Spiritual and Religious Care Awareness (SRCWA) Week</b></i> in BC. The theme for this year's observance is a timely one, <i style="font-weight: bold;">Forgiveness in an Unforgiving World</i>. (See the Canadian Multifaith Federation's SRCWA Handbook <a href="http://omc.ca/project/spiritual-religious-care-awareness-week/">"<b><i>Theme Readings</i></b>"</a> for an excellent list of resources on forgiveness.)</div>
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While a significant portion of the population professes no spiritual leanings at all, most people agree that we humans are <i><b>endowed with a spirit</b></i> that requires as much care and attention as our bodies and minds if we are to be fully "well". <br />
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Our research shows that those with a strong, nurturing spiritual life are more resilient to the impacts of adversity - our own and others'. Hundreds of rigorous, elegant, peer-reviewed scientific articles show spirituality as the root of wellness in children throughout the first decades of life and beyond.<br />
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In her best-selling book, <i style="font-weight: bold;">The Spiritual Child: The New Science on Parenting for </i><i style="font-weight: bold;">Health and Lifelong Thriving, </i> Columbia University researcher and author, Lisa Miller, PhD, says that children who have a positive, active relationship to spirituality are 40% less likely to use and abuse substances, 60% less likely to be depressed as teenagers and 80% less likely to have unprotected sex.<br />
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At the other end of the developmental spectrum, the <i style="font-weight: bold;">Canadian Military Journal </i>reports that, "<i>Whereas religion/spirituality impacts military operations writ large, it can also play a significant part in the healing of individual warriors after those same operations." </i>The <i><b>US Department of Veteran's Affairs</b></i> also cites positive outcomes of healthy spirituality on PTSD and depression in some trauma populations and on the intensity of clinical symptoms like anger, rage and desire for revenge in trauma survivors. Healthy spirituality can also help with meaning making, the processing of guilt and moral injury and grief and bereavement after trauma and loss.<br />
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Spiritual and religious care providers are among the least well-recognized helpers in our communities. <i style="font-weight: bold;">Those who support others in their spiritual development</i>, particularly through times of crisis - clergy, spiritual directors or guides, chaplains, pastoral care volunteers and others - may have the benefit of having spiritual resilience practices already in their toolboxes but they are still at risk for compassion fatigue and burnout.<br />
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The sheer volume of people seen by spiritual care providers, the traumatic circumstances under which these people often seek support, the need to protect confidentiality, expectations of exemplary reactions and behaviours on their part, and not infrequently, a culture of competition and judgement can all contribute to the symptoms of <i><b>post traumatic stress, emotional disengagement and loss of capacity for empathy </b></i>that are the hallmarks of compassion fatigue.<br />
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If others' spiritual wellness is at the centre of your helping work, (and even if it isn't) you are warmly invited to attend the next <i style="font-weight: bold;">Caring On Empty: Creative Tools for Compassion Fatigue Resilience </i>workshop on <i style="font-weight: bold;">Friday October 27th </i>at the <i style="font-weight: bold;">Granville Island Hotel </i>in <i style="font-weight: bold;">Vancouver, BC. </i>(email Jan for registration forms at caregiverwellness@shaw.ca)<br />
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And if the notion of positive spirituality is new to you, or it's been a while since you've thought about it seriously, here are <b style="font-style: italic;">a range of books </b>with ideas you might enjoy exploring:<br />
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1. <b>The Spiritual Child: The New Science on Parenting for Health and Lifelong Thriving </b>(2015) by Lisa Miller<br />
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3. <b>Care of the Soul: A Guide for Cultivating Depth and Sacredness in Everyday Life </b>(1992) by Thomas Moore<br />
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4. <b>My Grandfather's Blessings: Stories of Strength, Refuge and Belonging </b>(2000) by Rachel Naomi Remen, MD<br />
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5. <b>Soul Moments: Marvelous Stories of Synchronicity - Coincidences from a Seemingly Random World </b>(1997) by Phil Cousineau<br />
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Whatever your personal spiritual leanings, perhaps this would be a good week to <i><b>nurture</b></i> that part of your life and to <b><i>notice and show your appreciation </i></b>for those who work to provide spiritual solace and support for others' spiritual growth.<br />
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Jan Spilman, MEd, RCC Compassion Fatigue Specialisthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10993602062514617161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-694544587099662654.post-86393422074569060032017-09-27T17:48:00.000-07:002018-02-16T16:28:21.733-08:00Is Compassion Fatigue a Myth ...?<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Happy Autumn! And welcome back from a hot, dry and smokey summer. I hope you've kept safe and well and have managed to make some time for respite and refreshment.</div>
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During the summer heat, a colleague sent me an <span style="font-weight: bold;">article</span><i style="font-weight: bold;"> suggesting that Compassion Fatigue (CF) is a myth </i><span style="font-weight: bold;">because compassion research (not compassion fatigue research) shows no negative effects of using compassion in relationships. </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">This critique, like others I've seen over the years, seems to indicate a misunderstanding of the basic concept of CF. It assumes that CF arises from the use of compassion rather than from trauma exposure.</span><br />
<i style="font-weight: bold;"><br /></i>CF is, at its core,<b><i> a trauma issue</i></b>, not one of compassion or fatigue, as the name might suggest. In CF, exposure to others' trauma and suffering leads to symptoms of posttraumatic stress in the helper , culminating in a diminished capacity for, or interest in, being empathic with others' suffering and in emotional withdrawal from the very people we are trying to help.<br />
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We don't know, conclusively, what mechanism accounts for the <i><b>transmission of traumatic stress from helpee to helper</b></i>. Some researchers/theorists relate the transmission to emotional contagion through empathic engagement, some to overuse of compassion, some to underuse of compassion, some to the accumulated undischarged fight-or-flight energy from the helper's posttraumatic stress reactions to helpee's stories, some to workplace issues, some to the helper's unconscious need to atone for perceived childhood "badness" through "caring too much" for others, and others, to childhood attachment issues.<br />
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In my own experience of CF, the core experience was one of<i style="font-weight: bold;"> compassion </i>becoming<i style="font-weight: bold;"> fatigued </i>through acccumulated trauma exposure, not through overuse of compassion. Even now, I remember having a vivid daydream in which I was walking along a semi-circle of closed doors inside my head, pausing briefly to open each one in search of the caring person I used to be. I knew, intellectually, that I had once been that caring person but could find no evidence of her in my current felt sense. My caring, and even my desire to care, had disappeared - and, in fact, it took some years for it to return fully.<br />
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I believe that we in the field hold some responsibility for the ongoing lack of clarity regarding CF. We often do not refer in enough detail to the rapid evolution of CF nomenclature when we teach about CF. We chose a "user-friendly" but ultimately confusing term in naming the experience "compassion fatigue" rather than "secondary traumatic stress". And we don't yet agree on a standardized definition for CF. (Much of our theoretical fuzziness can be resolved through a careful reading of reading Chris Marchand's excellent article, <i style="font-weight: bold;"><a href="http://marchandchris.tripod.com/PDF/CompassionFatiguehistoryconcept.pdf">Compassion Fatigue: History of a Concept.</a>)</i><br />
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<i><b>So, do I think CF is a myth?</b></i> No, it is a real, painful and debilitating experience that requires the addressing personal trauma, workplace trauma and their accompanying burnout and accumulated grief in order to heal fully. It is a response to trauma exposure rather than an over- or underuse of compassion.<br />
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If you're interested in learning more, please do consider joining us at the next <i style="font-weight: bold;">Caring On Empty W</i><i><b>orkshop</b></i> at the Granville Island Hotel in Vancouver on <b><i>Friday, October 27th. (</i></b>email me at <i style="font-weight: bold;">caregiverwellness@shaw.ca </i>for registration brochures.)<br />
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Jan Spilman, MEd, RCC Compassion Fatigue Specialisthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10993602062514617161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-694544587099662654.post-8708539408950722162017-07-10T13:18:00.000-07:002017-07-11T11:11:09.483-07:00Living With Uncertainty ...<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Again, it's been quite a while since I've been able to write here. I've been spending many hours a day working with the frozen shoulder that resulted from last year's fall and arm fractures and, more recently, I've also been working to find a new home after my landlords of 22 years decided to stop renting my half of the house (!) (Fortunately, neither situation has interfered with my ability to continue the teaching I love and plans are well underway for the <b><i>fall workshops.</i></b>)</div>
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As one who has always been more comfortable with a predictable life, this has been a time of uncomfortable uncertainty, a threshold time of <i><b>limbo, angst and hope</b></i>. Like all thresholds, it holds both anxiety and possibility. While I'm concerned about <i>when</i> my arm will heal and <i>where</i> my new home will be, allowing myself to live into the <b><i>threshold experience</i></b> has brought its own gifts. After the initial panic, I've found myself slowing down, waiting, and exercising (at least a modicum of) patience; spending more time with options and possibilities; and opening more to trust and synchronicity. It's been a liminal time of s-t-r-e-t-c-h-i-n-g and learning new responses to uncertainty and unpredictability.</div>
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Any time we humans find ourselves in the in-between place of uncertainty, a time when the familiar has already disappeared but the new hasn't yet arrived, we tend to experience a full <i><b>range of uncomfortable reactions</b></i> - fear, anger, irritability, grief, rigidity, forgetfulness, paralysis, loss of humour, aggression, fatigue, vulnerability and disorganization, to name but a few. If we can allow ourselves to tolerate, and even lean into the sources of this discomfort, and WAIT, we will probably find that it is <i><b>also a time of hope and creativity.</b></i></div>
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Waiting in the threshold is an active kind of waiting. We pause as long as need be and then slowly <i style="font-weight: bold;">put one foot in front of the other, </i>trusting that we will see each next logical step as we move ahead. (As the poet, Antonio Machado, says <i><b>the way is made by walking</b></i>.) This "active waiting" requires a great deal of presence, mindfulness, trust and listening, an openness to what is and to what might be. It asks us to be willing to risk living at the growing edge and being uncomfortable. It forces us to relinquish our desire for certainty and control and to walk into the fog of unknowing.</div>
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For many of us, questions like these <b><i>help to guide us into and through the fog:</i></b><br />
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Tomorrow is <i><b>Earth Day 2017</b></i> and a reminder that we are all tasked with being care-givers for our beloved planet. As with most tasks, this one is easier to fulfill when it flows naturally from deeply held values such as <b><i>reverence for the Earth</i></b> <i><b>and all its creatures.</b></i> </div>
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<b><i>Reverence</i></b> is one of those words used rarely enough that we may be excused for being a little unsure of its meaning. The Oxford Dictionary defines it as, "a deep respect for someone or something". <i style="font-weight: bold;">The Reverence Project</i>, a programme of the <i>Spirituality and Practice </i>website, says that reverence enhances worth and awe and balances or counters wastefulness and ennui (a kind of world-weariness). It is a way of being and acting embraced by ancient cultures and valued, now, by our own indigenous communities.</div>
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However you choose to mark Earth Day 2017, do it with reverence and allow yourself the joy of participating in the protection of this wonderful world.<br />
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Jan Spilman, MEd, RCC Compassion Fatigue Specialisthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10993602062514617161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-694544587099662654.post-52800651784030296002017-04-04T09:44:00.002-07:002017-04-22T13:13:41.842-07:00Embers: One Ojibway's Meditations ...<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Good morning, Everyone!</div>
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Yesterday, as I put my life back together after a week on Vancouver Island facilitating two wonderful workshops, my long-awaited copy of Richard Wagamese' last book, <i style="font-weight: bold;">Embers: One Ojibway's Meditations</i>, arrived in the mail.</div>
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Stopping only long enough to make a piping cup of tea, I curled up on the couch and opened the small volume, savouring its smooth cool pages, fitting photographs of Nature and her creatures and the sweet, spare, honest prose of Richard's hard won wisdom. Within moments, tears were rolling down my cheeks as I sat, overwhelmed by the emotional and spiritual power of his words. I thought, "This is my new book of scripture. My new source of sacred writings." If I could live my life in accord with these truths-of-the-heart, I would live my life well.</div>
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Richard writes as one who had long ago died in order to survive but then, at the time of writing, had come back to life in all its fullness. There is wonder, simplicity, authenticity and clarity in his wise words and every short meditation opens a window to hours of <b><i>transformative reflection</i></b>.</div>
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If you have not read this book, do order it now as a Spring gift to yourself. Here are a few <b><i>quotations </i></b>that may entice you:</div>
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<i>Keep what's true in front of you, Old Man said. You won't get lost that way. I was asking about making my way through the bush. He was talking about making my way through life. Turns out, all these years later, it was the same conversation.</i></blockquote>
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<i>I'm learning that happiness is an emotion that's a result of circumstances. Joy, though, is a spiritual engagement with the world based on gratitude. It's not the big things that make me grateful and bring me joy. It's more the glory of the small: a touch, a smile, a kind work spoken or received, that first morning hug, the sound of friends talking in our home, the quiet that surrounds prayer, the smell of sacred medicines burning, sunlight on my face, the sound of birds and walking mindfully, each footfall planted humbly on earth.</i></blockquote>
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<i>There are periods when you exist beyond the context of time and fact and reality. Moments when memory carries you buoyant beyond all things, and life exists as fragments and shards of being, when you see yourself as you were and will be again - sacred, whole and shining.</i></blockquote>
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<i>There is sunlight in the mountains today. The morning is crisp and clear as untrammelled thought. Against the sky, the trees raise crooked fingers in praise. To be here is to be affected, made more. Filled. The creative energy of the universe. Drink it in, my friends ...</i> </blockquote>
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May the rich writings of this lovely little book touch and <i><b>help to transform your life</b></i>.<br />
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Jan Spilman, MEd, RCC Compassion Fatigue Specialisthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10993602062514617161noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-694544587099662654.post-52342333030277407502017-03-23T09:31:00.000-07:002017-03-23T09:32:36.797-07:00On Becoming Wise ...<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<i>This is a book for people who want to take up the great questions of our time with imagination and courage, to nurture new realities in the spaces we inhabit, and to do so expectantly and with joy.</i></div>
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Hello Everyone!</div>
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Happy Spring! I'm beginning this wondrous season of new life by reading Krista Tippett's intelligent, reflective, small "s"spiritual book, <i style="font-weight: bold;">Becoming Wise</i>. </div>
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Krista is a Peabody Award-winning broadcaster, New York Times best-selling author and the recipient of the US National Humanities Medal for "thoughtfully delving into the mysteries of human existence". She is the host of the US National Public Radio program and blog, <i><b><a href="http://www.onbeing.org/">On Being</a></b>, </i>(one of my favourite places to go on a rainy Saturday afternoon with a hot cup of tea), and a wise woman in her own right.</div>
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I love this book. I'm reading it with two friends and we're discussing it chapter-by-chapter using the equally thoughtful<a href="http://www.onbeing.org/wp-content/uploads/2017/02/onbeing_becoming-wise_discussion-guide_v1-2.pdf?utm_source=On+Being+Newsletter&utm_campaign=664f18150b-20170318_carlo_rovelli_newsletter&utm_medium=email&utm_term=0_1c66543c2f-664f18150b-65219061&goal=0_1c66543c2f-664f18150b-65219061&mc_cid=664f18150b&mc_eid=30d3ae2700"> </a><i><b><a href="http://www.onbeing.org/wp-content/uploads/2017/02/onbeing_becoming-wise_discussion-guide_v1-2.pdf?utm_source=On+Being+Newsletter&utm_campaign=664f18150b-20170318_carlo_rovelli_newsletter&utm_medium=email&utm_term=0_1c66543c2f-664f18150b-65219061&goal=0_1c66543c2f-664f18150b-65219061&mc_cid=664f18150b&mc_eid=30d3ae2700">study guide</a>. </b></i>I commend both to you.</div>
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Here are some quotes from the Introduction to the book:</div>
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<i>Change has always happened in the margins, across human history, and it's happening there now. Seismic shifts in common life, as in geophysical reality, begin in spaces and cracks.</i></blockquote>
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<i>The interesting and challenging thing about this moment is that we know the old forms aren't working. But we can't yet see what the new forms will be.</i></blockquote>
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<i>Our spiritual lives are where we reckon head-on with the mystery of ourselves, and the mystery of each other.</i></blockquote>
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<i>We create transformative, resilient new realities by becoming transformed, resilient people.</i> </blockquote>
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<i>Our spiritual traditions have carried virtues across time. They are not the stuff of saints and heroes, but tools for the art of living. They are pieces of intelligence about human behaviour that neuroscience is now exploring with new words and images: what we practice, we become.</i> </blockquote>
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<i>The world right now needs the most vivid, transformative universe of words that you and I can muster. And we can begin immediately to start having the conversations we want to be hearing, and telling the story of our time anew.</i></blockquote>
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<i>I hear the word </i>love <i>surfacing as a longing for our public life everywhere I turn.</i></blockquote>
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<i>I define hope as distinct from optimism or idealism. It has nothing to do with wishing. It references reality at every turn and reveres truth ... Hope, like every virtue, is a choice that becomes a habit that becomes spiritual muscle memory. It's a renewable resource for moving through life as it is, not as we wish it to be.</i></blockquote>
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If this is the Introduction to <i>Becoming Wise</i>, you can imagine what the rest of the book offers to an open, reflective and hopeful mind. Enjoy!<br />
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